Forgive me Bravejournal community for I have sinned...it's been 29 days, 7 hours and 6 minutes since my last entry.
It's been so long that when I logged on to update....EVERYTHING looks and works differently!! I don't like this!!! AARRGGGHHH!!!!
But really not much has happened, and to be totally honest, I guess I've grown a little bored with my journal. I think I want to change it, but I'm not focused enough to sit at this computer for hours and play with it by trial and error.
I've been writing and practicing my guitar (though, admittedly, not as much I should be) and working and trying my BEST to stay connected and close to my thirteen year old daughter. I've been playing with my camera phone too. My hunny and I send pics to each other....that's really the ONLY time I use the dang thing. I was going to show you a few in this entry but I can't figure out how to do that. AARRRGGGHHH!!!!!!!
Ooooo...I think I got it! See me here:
and here: 
and here:

I had to straighten my hair to get it cut. It's HARD to find someone who knows how to cut curly hair. So, once I straightened it and saw how damaged it had become, the stylist had to cut FOUR INCHES off to get it to look good! I was a little sad about that, but I had to remind myself that it's just hair and it will grow back. But now, I am leaving it straight for a while. I have to focus on getting it back healthy. When I wear it curly, I can only comb it when it's wet...so I have to wet it in the shower every morning. And being that I am always rushing, I can't take the time to comb it out CAREFULLY, so I end up losing SO MUCH hair in that process. There were times when I would see so much hair go down the drain that I wanted to cry! I mean full, long pieces of hair! I never knew what was causing that! So this way, I wash it once a week blow dry it then wrap it and put on a scarf. No other heat or styling products have to touch it till the next washing. But the thing is I absolutely LOVE my hair curly!! Look at these pics:

And this one:

So I don't know what I'll do in the long run. But for the meantime, it'll be straight. But there has GOT be a better way!! If anyone has any pointers, I'm open to any and all suggestions...well, except for telling me to get up earlier in the morning so I can take my time combing those curls out...I'm NOT a morning person, so that may not be the best solution. But anything else, is welcome!! LOL
I didn't mean for this to turn into a hair entry...but I let it go where it would go. I'll try to write something in here again sometime in the next 29 days, 7 hours and 6 minutes.
Peace. 
Spread love, ya'll!! 
she's BACK!!!! hey you, lookin good..i really like the ponytail too, that looks cute on you..your username matches your look, strange huh! You finally posted a diverse collage of pics, lol..like me straight to curly..so many different looks, but all very fetching! You have a great weekend, and visit my poetry blog..here's the link http://candyacidreign.blogspot.com i posted a new poem for my step dads B-day and many of my works from the past two yrs..many you've already seen! Love ya. be happy!
I cut ALL mine off child! Anyway, since I'm "slightly" obsessed with curly hair, just one tip. Make sure when you comb your hair in the shower, you first saturate it with tons of conditioner then it'll just slip through and you won't lose much hair. Use a WIDE tooth comb (like a shower comb) or a Denman brush and since curly hair sheds don't be alarmed to see lots of hair, if you detangle every time you wash or however often you detangle, you will see some hair but it shouldn't be enough to alarm you. Anyway I am happy to see you back, don't stay gone so long!
Hey lady. I used to have to wet my hair every morning too, but now I just put a leave in conditioner on it and brush straight thru it. I love it. I couldn't live without it. Taaliah Waajid's Protective Mist Bodifier is what I use and I LOVE it. Here, check out this site. www.blackearthproducts.com
Girl, get the hell out of my head! Today I am cutting some bad ends off, and I too love wearing my hair curly, but DAMN, why does it shed so much, and why is it so difficult for me to get up in the mornings! lol. If you find a way, email me the path!!!!! lol
shooooo, im wishing i still had hair. i would loc it up in a heartbeat!! the first